me and ham jus LOVE watching bengs everywhere, anywhere. hee~

okay, bought a PALTY hair dye in MILK TEA TART. trying it tomo, hope it turns out well. i'm seriously looking forward to a greyish brown colour, but mayb i wont get it. It may turn out brown-brown instead, so let's jus pray. I'm thinking of colouring 'randomly' throughout my hair, not making all black disappear, and introducing some edge into my limpy HAIR.
i know i shouldnt be complaining about my hair being too fine.. but it's just not satisfying me!! i want hair that's thicker, hair thats easily sculpted.
I WANT VOLUMEEEEE><
haha. will show the results of the hair colour tmr(hopefully)!


okay, now getting serious. I'm quite sick and tired of entertaining one of my friend(which used to be my good friend)'s stucked up attitude. It kicks ass, and kicks MY ass. i cant believe how understanding and how tolerant i was sometime ago. i could easily shrung ill comments from him and carry on talking.. but now, i just get agitated everytime he talks to me. it jus gets pretty intense and insulting. I know its not his intentions to talk that way.. but he doesnt seem to be able to talk to me nicely, gentlemanly. c'mon, you treat me bad i treat u bad(not bcos i'm such a person, BUT bcos i cant stand it and wants to let u know how you talk to ppl).

i dont know if i can be his good friend anymore!! i just need more respect and a change of his frigging attitude.
i thank him for telling me he likes my personality as a friend. To him: Please! i wan to keep u as a good friend too!
ham and king knows who i'm referring to no?


thank you to all that treat me like they should, and i deserve. you are my heroes!